But the words... he has no reason to, but he believes them. It'd take a truly amazing actor to pull off such sincerity while this sick. But he's also old enough to know that life doesn't always go how you plan. Kamukura may not plan to be his enemy now but circumstances may force him in the future.
Still, he believes in the sincerity of Kamukura's wishes at least. And gently pats his head.]
All right. To be honest, I don't want to be your enemy either.
I know little about you. Or why you dread my disappointment. But the person you should be hoping never to disappoint is yourself. Live to your own standards, minimize your own regrets. And I should say this as well, have more regard for your well being.
[He still doesn't get that the feelings are romantic. But he doesn't think Kamukura is lying to flatter him or anything. He looks too miserable, even if that answer is so... suspicious.]
Am... I perhaps you reason you've become a knight?
It isn't. And I am curious why I mean so much to you.
[It's hard to say "but a lot of young people look up to me as a hero or knights wish to join me because they admire me" without sounding.... well. Even though he's a stoic hardass he still has some fans. Enough not to be put off behind his surprise. And he still hasn't figured out it's more than just "admire".]
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And you worry I'll be disappointed by you?
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I don't want to disappoint you... I don't want to be your enemy. I won't be. No matter what.
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But the words... he has no reason to, but he believes them. It'd take a truly amazing actor to pull off such sincerity while this sick. But he's also old enough to know that life doesn't always go how you plan. Kamukura may not plan to be his enemy now but circumstances may force him in the future.
Still, he believes in the sincerity of Kamukura's wishes at least. And gently pats his head.]
All right. To be honest, I don't want to be your enemy either.
I know little about you. Or why you dread my disappointment. But the person you should be hoping never to disappoint is yourself. Live to your own standards, minimize your own regrets. And I should say this as well, have more regard for your well being.
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It's better... if I do things this way. Focusing on- what's important.
[like it's not too late to try and avoid shamelessly admitting that he's just SO focused on kierean.]
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ssssilence?]
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I apologize, that was perhaps prying.
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I don't want to put you off, mostly.
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Is it that strange?
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It's you.
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What?
[His face is blank because what]
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As I said.
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Why do I matter so much to you?
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Am... I perhaps you reason you've become a knight?
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[It's hard to say "but a lot of young people look up to me as a hero or knights wish to join me because they admire me" without sounding.... well. Even though he's a stoic hardass he still has some fans. Enough not to be put off behind his surprise. And he still hasn't figured out it's more than just "admire".]
But.... well. Don't worry about it.
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[hesitates, but, fuck it.]
Will you pat my head?
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You really are very good.
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a) hEY GMAIL TELL ME WHEN I HAVE TAGS b) HAVE I BEEN MISSPELLING KEIREAN'S NAME THIS WHOLEASS TIME??
Yes but I genuinely didn't notice and had to go check if that helps
i reread the thread and was like... wait... wAIT...
Fair
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switching accounts is a curse
True. I may just end up on rean's
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